The moment that waited

Assalamualaikum and Hello to everyone.

Welcome back to my blogs especially to me because still remember this blog after a long time I didn't update anything. Hehe :D

Today, at this evening I just go to Plaza Angsana to survey the camera DSLR. I know that mall just have a 3 shops that sells a any type of camera. I'm just survey all this three shops and then I think "would I go to another mall or shops to survey that things?" and I think again "maybe it will just waste my time and I know the price are not different a bit". So I just go to back that second shops that I enter and the owner knows and understand that I agreed to buy that.

Actually, I'm excited that I already bought it. Hahaha. When I reach home, I can't wait to open that and go deep with that thing. I'm so happy! :D

Now, I'm really thankfully to my mom because she's support me to bought it for me. I LOVE YOU MOM. :)

A sad year of 2012

Assalamualaikum and Hello to everyone.

This year, there's a lot of memories which is happy, sweet, crazy, sad, bitter and so on. And today I just can update my blog since a long time no update and sorry to keep you waiting. Hehehe :)

1st moment

This year I already loss two grandpa of both side of father and mother.
1st loss of my grandpa from my father side at early this year. Sorry I forgot the dates. Arwah's name Yaakob bin Md Don. That time I at my college and I got that news after isya' at sunday night. So my brother and I getting go home at that night to give a last respect for my grandpa. As I remember, that monday I got test but I'm just ignore it because I can take the test another day.

2nd moment

This raya, I loss my grandpa from my mother side. I got that news at early in the morning in 8.10am I think and I'm at malacca that time. I just got sleep at 4.30am because I really uncomfortable that night to sleep. So when I heard that news from my aunty, I feel is it I dreaming? Is it real? I feel very blur because I'm not enough sleep maybe. That's why i feel that way. So I woke up and wash my face and call my mom to make sure that news. And that news are true and real. So I very surprised because I just celebrate raya with him. I know he's not too well at raya. So we hope he will be fine day by day. But its opposite our thought. And we loss him.
I feel sad because my end semester break, I take care of him at hospital. I feel very sad of losing him and I still can't believe it that time. So I can't think well and I just want go back that time. I feel very sad because when I was kid, he's take care of my sibling with grandma. So I have a lot memories with him. I always remembered when I was kid that I always follow him send 'kuih' at stall with his vespa bike and I stand at in front of him which there's a space to stand like this picture and its actually same color and type.

In memories

Then my brother took me and heading to my grandpa's house. When we arrived at hometown, they already took him to cemetery and already buried him. And I couldn't to see his face for a last time. I just can do a part of buried him. That's make me really sad. You can see I'm like a happy go lucky person but it doesn't suit me. I can easily sad and cry.

May Allah Blessed Him

After the funeral ceremony, I just can stand there and watch the grave and feel very can't believe it. All I do is keep believe he's not with us anymore. Just praying for him. May Allah Blessed Us. Al-Fatihah.
"Yang pergi tetap pergi" that sentence that I keep in my mind. I want take care all the people that I love. If I don't take care them, who else want take care? Its our responsible to take care them and don't regret when they are gone. Keep it in mind. 

Feeling . . . ?

Hai for you all there !
please smile whenever what feeling you are :)



Do you have a feeling right ?
and what your feeling right now ? is it okay ? bored? tension? stressed? disappointed? broken?
are u fine with hiding your feeling? let me guess.....hummm i think its not good for hiding your feeling. But for me its better express all your feeling and maybe it can help u reduce the worst feeeling.

I want shared you something about feeling of men to girls that he loved most. But i can't say that's all true. Its up to u to judges him.
A man will never make her hurt and he always be on your side if she got a problem.
he also can be a good best your partner that u wanted almost. he always make u smile, laughing with the stupid jokes or ridiculous things.
he always like to spend time with her if he got some work to do but he never missed that time.
sometimes u saying that make he hurting but he will be okay with u because he know he's not your ideal type. he also accept the way you are.
he never complaint what u do but he also give a support and an idea to look great. sometimes he know all your behavior.
he know what u like most to eat and he will bring u at there. he just want make u happy all things that he can do for u. he always be patience to u. he also keeps his head low for u.
sometimes he give u a present to cheer up your mood.
you can see the way he treats u like the princess. he cared every things that u want to do.
he never wanted to leave u. and he don't want u to leave him.
he keeps waiting for u, be patience in any matter.
he keep his heart for u. he keep to love u until his last breath.

Liitle Cousins

Assalamualaikum
and
Hai there ,
morning ,
afternoon ,
evening ,
night ,

Actually , already past a week of this vacation .
Yeah school holiday , i and with family take a vacation to Kuala Terengganu about 3days2night.
really tired of this journey. on first day we departed to KT , we took 6 hours and back to my hometown took 8and a half hour. at KT nothing to do. just go to beach playing at there with my little cousins.

yeah so funny with them :)
with them , i actually had been bullied by them.
people said "Tak padan punya kecik , tp buli orang dewasa" HAHA. thanks to them.
this sibling lot of laughed even last brother can't talk well but they still understand. HAHA
I want to play with this kid again someday.
thats all.


thanks ;)

Annoying ?

Hai to you all guys !
and very good evening you guys !

how are u ?
yeah i'm fine . don't worry about me yeah . muehehe .



Annoying ?
yeah today i gonna shared something bout that topic.

I think , did i really annoying ? whats the matter that i make u annoying ?
please tell me okay . don't talk at my back . it will burden my back u know .
 haha . serve you right !

haaaa..hummm..
it is annoying when someone speaking English ?
i think its not . but for me , yeah i used to speaking too . but that's not a problem .
its also can improve your speaking , grammar . yeahhh ! Practice make Perfect right .
nowadays , English are the international language . so i really know bout my speaking and grammar it is reallyyy not so really but it can be categorized as bad and intermediate . so thats why i trying to use English to improve it .
Okay for those think it's annoying , yeah u can continue your thought with that path .
But for me , it's not annoying . i'm not to SHOW OFF because speaking English . sometimes i used dictionary to know what the meaning of thats word . Furthermore , i was a student . so at my college using english to speak with lectures . no doubts that i will using English as 1st language at my college .

yeah yeah yeah . its up to la to think that way . i'm just stood what i thought . there's no wrong .

hai there ,
yeah u there ,
thats reading my blog now .
hehe :)
im just kidding .

woaahhh ! bored and tired for this cuti semester.


i dont know what im gonna to do.
part time job ? still thinking bout it and i will consider that later .
(like im the boss je kan) haha.

humm..i reall need enjoyable vacation and keep it in memories.
but i dont know when it is.
i want vacation to oversea but i know it not will achievable.
such a dreaming . hell yeah .

nothing to say

hello guys ,
today , just nothing to post too long . im just got a sentences that can shared our feelings :)

Relationships last longer when everybody doesn't know your business.
(i guess it right sbb xperlu org lain busy body)

every relationship is different, so don't compare yours to the next, or listen to the comparison of others.
(yeah i agree that so dont compare it)

You never realize, how much someone means to you until they're gone.
(someone = from family , friends , or couples. its true yeah )

 we born as human not a reminder . sometimes we forgot and sometimes we remember.
(so jgnla marah2 sgt klau org x ingat. harap bersabar ok. ;) )















 end chapter . ok bye .






i feel like i really miss someone.
better express yourself to her.
its better to let her know right.
then u will feel relieved after doing that.
i missed to call u baby.
 

yesterday , today , tomorrow

can i skip the introduction ?
yeah sure i can .
its my blog right .

whats all about that title ?
i cant describe how was is it.

today ,
im going back to Johor Bahru.
i thought when i arrived there i will relax and lot of fun waiting of me,
but it is not.

its __________ news .
i dont know i really cant describe it.
what should i do ? what should i do ? what should i do ?
its nothing. just waiting for the right time and do it properly.

yeah i cant stop that thing, maybe ada hikmahnya tersendiri.
all i can do now just prepare for my soul and spirit.
i really dont want to let that things go away.
but , its just happen today.

if u read this , i know u feel what im feeling right.
u . . . . .
just take care .